Is this the feeling i need to walk with?

Today, i am so going to make full use of this thing what we called "BLOG"
i dont care if people were to make bad judgment on me or this blog..for being emotional and bla bla bla..
because i care no more for this..
i had enough..and this is the only way i could only express my self deeply..
the question here..
why?
why do u have to do this to me?
i once, use to fall in love with u..
maybe not much..but there was a feeling for u..
when im trying to make it even deeper..u are just there to let me down..stabbed me even deeper..
putting me in miserable..do u even know how bad it is?how sad it is?how disappointed it is?how angry it is?huh?do u even know?
worst part is when..i cant even let u go..u are like..part of me now..and always be..
im not hoping much..but..i hope..u will give me another chance..
for me to understand u even better..know u even better..maybe not now..
but we can always start a new chapter of ours again tomorrow..
i had enough of all the pain in the ass u gave me..
and now im asking politely..give me another chance..
sincerely dedicated this to :

FINANCE 215

what were u thinking?

haha!

enough of crapping..
need to get back to work..damn..this thing is making me sick!
could anyone please help me?
:(

How i wish?

night fade, sun rise..time flies freaking fast..
nice beat i got there..LOL..
there u go..another semester is gone soon..
couple of weeks to go..and that is it..
semester going to end..thats mean exams coming..
talking about exam..
i could only sigh about it..haihh..there u go again..haih..i just cant stop..
no body likes exam..including me of course..
one more week to go..and there's no time to waste..many work to do and so little time..blame who?me la..who else..last minute work all the time..haha!
arrgh!
i was once, telling my self..blog should be an interesting one that with pictures and less word or emotion..
but my blog is slowly changing to one of those out there where it is a place for me to release my stress, uneasiness, anger or what so ever that related to emotion..
this isnt good..lol..before i start it all over again..i better stop here..putting a fullstop..go to bed and have a sleep..
therefore,
nite people..
:)



hahaha...what an excuse to get away..
tata people..nite..goodluck to anyone out there that having exams like me..
haha!